SURAT..

tak mungkin surat cinta..

sbb..

aku tidak dicintai..

so..

actually surat dari UTM..

surat konvo..

ermm..

no feeling at all..

surat dah sampai lama..

malam ni baru nak belek ngn bersungguh2..

banyak benda kena wat rupanya..

ingat study je susah..

nak konvo pun susah gak..

lg susah bila kena bayar..

melayang duit raya gua RM200..

then..

amik jubah tggu mmbr2 dtg JB skali..

ley hang out skali nnt...

(*tetiba rindu dak2 wirna)

rehearsal 12 October..

konvo 14 October..

still..

no feeling at all..

mengapa?

errmmm..

mmg betul..

kita hanya mampu merancang..

Tuhan yg menentukan..

apa yg aku plan tuk konvo aku..

apa yg aku bayangkan tuk konvo aku..

apa yg aku impi kan tuk konvo aku..

semua nye mmg xkan berlaku..

still..

no feeling at all..

so..

aku tukar plan..

attend convo ceremony..

take the degree scroll..

smile to everyone..

take photos with family..

take photos with ex-classmates..

go back home..

done..

to Nuar..

sorry my friend..

i'm not allow you to come not because i'm arrogant..

but..

because...

 i'm expect he will be next to me on that day..

then..

because i know he'll not around..

so..

i want to stand by myself..

alone without any other man..

now..

i start to feel lonely..

kan best kalau....